Friday, June 02, 2006
blogger hates me. HAHAHA
you have no idea how long it took me to get to this page. HUR

anyway i have decided! i am being under payed! and verbally absued by the aunties there! and i tell you if i don't get out of there fast enough i would turn into an auntie like them. those gossiping, picky, uniformed BULLIES! hahaha! i shall request for a RE-LOCATION! and not to another auntie infested place PLEASE! okay but the chances are VERY SLIM. why can't they just station me at the cinemas! WHHHHYYYY!!!!

i shall go in search of GREENER PASTURES! just thinking about my job makes me feel DEPRESSED. let me go back to school! UGHH. i'm motivated to study now. I REALLY AM! ):
i need to curse so bad :/

i want to go shopping! ):
ughh i'm feeling so sad larh!

haha well but the auntie came today and she's really nice! hahaha! but she's making me talk a lot of cheena and she tells a lot of cheena jokes and i'm like "HUH?" and then adec has to translate the jokes to me. hahaha but YES! we corrupted her and our one and a half hour break plan is still in play! (:

aiyah i'm actually quite annoyed at myself for getting myself in this shit! okay so i didn't know they would put me in that degrading, embarrassing place but ughh fuck it.

clarissa is going to stick it out cause quitting would just make her seem like the biggest loser in the world. but when she can't take anymore shit, she'll curse in the face of the management and call her supervisor and quit her job. i'll be fine. for now

):
life hardly felt so bleak. and while i'm standing my life away, i think about it and fuck i realise i should be spending my time studying. so you know what F it man. just F it.

i may seem alright but i'm not.

money the root of all evil.
boy has it never seemed so true till now.

let the materialistic me die, please.

*sorry i really just needed to let all my frustrations out.

make my day and meet me for lunch (: